Johnny English | Thank you very,very much. Please, as I said, if you need our help any time, it would be our pleasure to help you all.
@lacrima Sorry if I was somehow rude to you.You are so active in this forum,I do not know you personaly but I wish you all best.
@Raj,DvD,Matrix,all..all... Thanks...I intend to go home after new year.My father is very seek and I want to visit him. I hope in the time we get out of the money prolems but moust important to me is only my helth.
AND... To all you who do not have NE and your dream is to stay in DE or whatever. Just do not run, do not push, do not live on the edge and make you day hell with fiar of what tomorrow will happen,what if I loose my job, what if I do not get visum, what if they cut my visum, what if I do not get prolongation, what if the company kick me off, what if...what if... Just let it and if it is written from mighty Goad to happen, it will happen. I was so full and I have paid such a big price for something that has take all this last 6 years from me...my helth and personality. And it is no matter that my ex Employer (my best friends also) make me an terrorist and saboteur, and that previous Beamter kick me out to leave DE for 24 hours, that I was on ground begging for your money help and food for my kinds, the cort process and all that fiar in my heart, those nurses and doctors and all that machines laying alone in hospital, it is no matter moving all around Germany all this years from town to town, not seeing my family 2-3 years, living divided and alone.... All what matter was you...Mr.Detlef, DvD, NoBody, Raj,Matrix,Lacrima,HT,...all you gays, because living beside you and this forum I learn today smething that I should had learned then...I am sorry I was blind...I was not alone. Funny, but I miss those days and me looking in mirror and singing..I AM GOING IN GERMANY!I HAVE SUCCSEED AND I AM GOING IN GERMANY,I HAVE JOB AND ALL FUTURE BEFORE ME! What a days! And in confidence... The book I am writting will be ready next year.I am negotiatin with one publisher...so see what next year will bring to me.
MAX OUT AND OVER! Thanks. |